food for fish

My heart and mind are chuck full of ideas right now, mostly ideas for the future, Alexis is thinking about them too. I don't want to say much because I just don't want to right now. The great thing is that I know so many awesome things are happening. I am incredibly humbled to be working for God. Why does God choose us? Why does am does God use us? Since truly putting faith in God my life has been nothing but an incredible adventure, why is that?

All of these questions are rhetorical I "know" the answers, but I have a hard time accepting the ansewrs because it is just all too good. I am who I am only because of God, the old person I was before would have never wanted to give up the American dream. I once was blind, but now I see.