food for fish

All kinds of things are going through my head. I sometimes wish it would be better to be in heaven, my heart could have a break from hurting for others, and I could lose myself in worship. However, I know going through what I'm going through now will only make those things I yearn for even greater. So, this is just a prayer request for myself, pray for a clear head, perseverance, and the strength to go on past the discouragements.